Honestly, I'm not a fan of Change. The idea depresses me. I scroll through Facebook, and I used to know, what everything my friends statues ment, I knew, because they told me, I never asked, they trusted me enough to know I wouldn't tell a soul, or bring it up if it hurt them, I could lift their mood like it was my job. But for whatever reason, they abandoned me, granted I don't know the full story, but that's exactly what if feels like. I know before, I felt used, they'd always forget about me, or use me to get to someone, I felt like a dog abused it whole life that it doesn't know any better, they'd kick me down, and I'd still trough along beside them just to prove myself, and for a reward they would pat my head, and that's all I needed, I really only have one friend right now. Sad I know but im sort of fine with that. It hurts don't get me wrong it just makes me want to restart the cycle again, being forgotten and alone. But then I remember I have one of my kind, someone that was used in the same ways as I was. And so we know each others pain....I guess that's why were such great friends.
-Grace
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