I know it isn't technically Mothers day but I thought I'd post something for mothers day, just something to do, just thought I'd add its just know midnight so yeah it is Mothers day...but not. I'm honestly never good at holidays, I can't stand half of my family, I do love the ones I can though. I kind of get anti social, now thinking about it. My Mom says its her fault, because her and her family(its also mine but oh well in the zone) had some bad history and her, herself didn't want to be around them at certain times, but I always tell her "I am who I am, not what you made me." which is right, and wrong at the same time. You are what you inherit and what you are raised around, but I do believe I am what I got from birth, but who knows. BACK TO MOTHERS DAY! When I was little I always thought it wasn't right because their adults, they can get or do pretty much anything they want, but as I get older I've seem my ways. I've seen that's not true, so now I understand, and I approve to be official... I believe that on Mothers or Fathers day the person should be able to relax and enjoy the day. My Mom should be able to have one day when she doesn't have to worry about my brother, and I'm not going into very much detail with that yet, but she shouldn't have to worry if he will get murdered or overdose. And she should be able to do what she wants if its doing nothing or...I don't know I'm not an adult but I some times scare myself, and that's how I get "Your so Immature" but hey I shouldn't be that mature, I mean come on! I'm 16! granted that's just 2 years from being 18, but I haven't even been to a party that's been busted yet, not that's my mission but HEY it would be fun...:). I keep getting sidetracked sorry, but I love my Mom, I don't say it alot and with that I am ashamed, but I do, shes been through alot, and though I haven't got her anything, because I'm not good at holidays but I'm going to try to make it her day.
-Grace
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